rejection

So a really really like this boy, he was in my form for 5 years and we talk every day on MSN and are always texting each other, then after everyone telling us we would make a great couple and forever asking if we 'fancy'. Me and my best friend decided I will tell him, over MSN, how else!?. So I sat there staring at the screen building myself up, possibly for the biggest fall of my life, while he kept talking away. The time was around midnight when I finally found enough courage inside me.

I told him.

He said " I just want to be friends... for now"

I cried my heart out that night, all the while being comforted by the only person in the world who loves me for me.

You properly think I should get over it, but he was the first boy I have ever really liked, so much that I set myself up for a fall.

Well 2 months later and nothing has changed, other than I got over him. We still talk EVERY day/night, he still flirts like hell with me and we talk about stuff we wouldn't with anyone else, even though he had a girlfriend. He always invites me places, to football, the pub(!??) everywhere.

Him and his girlfriend split up, and I found myself comforting him, talking to him all night. Then I realised I still like him and the trouble is I like him too much to stop talking, so I won't get hurt again. But he is so confusing. Does he like me or not?

He makes my day when he talks to me.