no time like the present: 2009

2009

For me this picture symbolizes everything that has happened this year to me. CHANGE. And it happened whether I liked it or not.

Even though my life is not as important as the presidential elections in USA, it is still pretty important. Well to me anyway.

So first of all I must say that I cannot remember most day-to-day stories or plans. But I do remember moments of my year that could quite possibly stay with me forever. Good or bad.

This year has been filled with ups and downs, but Iam going to start by getting the bad out of the way. I don't wish to dwell on them.....

BAD

I lost my best friend.

Even though it really happened in 2008.

It hit me this year.

We used to be inseparably. We did everything together. We used to be always at each others house, and it felt like home. I thought that we would be BFF's forever. So I admit I do not have a clue where it went wrong. One day we were talking and the next we weren't. And to be honest, it nearly killed me. You know when each of you blame the other? Well that was us. They blamed me for something and I blamed them. Either way I lost them.

For good.

But the funny thing is some good did come out of it, but I shall go though that later.

2.

PROM

I love this photo. To me it represents everything I wished prom would have been.

Beautiful.
Unforgettable.
Elegance.

My prom was none of them. Except maybe slightly unforgettable. It was a moment I will never forget. But it was overshadowed by events before.

A FALLOUT.

I have really fallen out with anyone. But you know when you really dislike, (I won't say hate its too strong a word)
Too be honest, yet again I don't really know what happened. And it may seem like i say this about everything, but I really don't. Iam not gonna go into detail but, it kinda ruined my prom and in the process I think that helped me lose a couple of friends. And for that Iam truly sorry.

3.

HEARTBREAK

OK.
So I know I never dated them.
We never kissed.
But my hopes were built up either way.
And it hurt.
Big style.
That is all Iam going to say.

GOOD

I had a great year.
Fab.
Fun.

Even though 2009 had low points.
It had High points too.
Just a few.

Birmingham. I had soo much fun. "Laura!!??" I will never forget it.
Blackpool(both times) I had such a great time. I will never forget these two days.
Last day. I cried so much. In a weird way I never wanted it to end.
Summer. Walks in the park, everyday, sunshine.
6th form. Good times, apart from psychology.
New moon.

This year I meet some people. Well to be honest I only met one new person.
I made new friends I should say.
I love them.
They are the reason I go to 6th form.
Thanks guys xoxo

I realised who my friends were.
I love these people.
Possibly more than myself!
You make my days, with little late night texts, discussing dreams and boys
Snowmen and family(Paul, Polly and Peaches)
Patch.<3

YOU!(James) I love you like the brother I never wanted. I love your sarcasm. Our feuds. Our cinema trips. Blackpool. I owe Lady GaGa to you. I fricking love you. Chav.

I think I'm nearly done.
Just my fav things.